enthusiasm is true love,isn't it ?as you said so.ok,different people have different ideas.and there won't be any answer true or false.
i always hold it to myself that toleration,understanding,trusting can lead to true love.anyway wateriness is the right truth!life won't always turn out to be romantic and ideal!we must face the reality!
well ,this is all what i want to talk to you!maybe one day you will find something in what i have said.
you don't need to feel guilty now!
you have at last found your princess ,your true love ,that is a good thing!congratulations!
what i can say is just best wishes to you.
i have given up so much for you! i have lost myself!so much so that i even don't know my own feeling!maybe sepration can help me to find back the real myself!heartbreaking because i have paid out so much wholeheartedly!
let me alone then.i need some time to calm down , think it over well and heal the wound!
finally,gook luck to you ! and bless you that your dream will come true!
i sent an e-mail that night.that was what i felt after you told me the truth.
if you want to know more,you can download and read it.
whether we can still be good friend,i am not sure.that isn't a question that i can answer off the cuff .time will justify that!
first of all,i want to make out that you don't necessarily apologize to me.well if apology could make any sense,there would not be any court in the world.of course, it dosen't mean that i want to take you to court.but you should know what you have said and done to me really make me sick!you have deeply hurt me!you have hurt a girl's self-esteem!
maybe she is more charming,more capable,and more excellent than me.i am not sure.but i suppose so.if not ,i think you should not break your word!
these two days,i look back upon what have happened to us in the passing year.i felt really heartrending .though it wasn't a nightmare,it couldn't be a beautiful dream.
when i was still in zh, i held the notion to myself if we both try our best,trust each other,we could reach a happy end.
but when i came to gz,i found all things didn't turn out to be what i had wished to.
even you ,i can say,were quite differnt.we didn't have much in common any more.we have differnt education background,differnt lifestyle,and the most important,we don't have the same faith.
you are active, exhilarating, and outstanding .all these character are what i appreciate.
however,you are not so considerate.you always took it for granted that i could accept what you thought should be right.have you ever imagined that i also have my own opinion?!i am not so dependent as you maybe think i should be!i don't want to waste time justifying that.some times i couldn't bear your words and behavior,and i could feel the great pressure to stay with you .but i always thought that i could live up with that.it was just a matter of time.however it won't be possible any more.
you have the right to make your own choice.i won't reproach you for that. all of us just want to aspire after the best ,don't we?
i am not used to condemn the others for what they have done to me,however bad and harmful to me.but i do feel woeful!!
several days ago ,when i knew that one of my classmate denigrated me ,stepped on me and climb to the upper level to achive so-called honour.i was stunned!i was very sad!not because she had deprived what should belong to me,but just i thought i could never trust her any longer,and i would lose a friend forever!
we human being are always selfish.we would take any measure to gain our goal!
surely,i don't necessarily mean that the affair between us is the same as that.though you did make me feel awful ,too.
how long is "forever"?
what is so-called "undivided attention"?
what is true love?
i just wonder!